So...I'm going to shake this whole break-up thing. Mind over matter, right? Nothing to it...I. Got. This.
I'm kind of a bad ass - somewhat untouchable and unshakable. And by that, I don't mean that I'm abrasive or insensitive or out of touch with my fellow kind but I know what I move through this world with and I know what I bring to those I care for, human beings in general even. I know what I'm made of and I know what I've got - quiet power.
I don't apologize for my strength and I don't back down from what I believe - I'm a 'take me or leave me' sort with a to-die-for poker face. She will soon be a distant memory, just another pretty face.
I lost a bit of my essence in the relationship - I won't give details out of respect for her, for what we had worthy of celebrating and primarily because I intend to move through this with grace and dignity.
I refuse to make her look bad and I will try not to diminish the depth of our love but that doesn't mean I'm not going to approach this with the same determination I bring to every facet of my life, every challenge I have ever had.
As I sit here and compose this post, I'm tapping back into that part of me - the spunky little force to be reckoned with...this is my reclaiming, my coming out...again.
Watch out world, watch out ladies - I'm feeling frisky.
And so long as I believe it - then it shall be true *sigh*.
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